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December 25th, 2005 at 10:27am]
[ mood | tired ]

It's Christmas day and I don't give a shit.

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December 8th, 2005 at 5:24pm]
[ mood | calm ]

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December 1st, 2005 at 4:47pm]
[ mood | blank ]

So last night I watched some of this Japanese Indie film called "The Suicide Club." From the title I knew it was going to be disturbing, but one scene has been playing in my mind throughout the entire day. There's a scene where a girl is raped in front of her friends while a guy in sparkly make-up and clothing is playing guitar and singing. While the guy is raping her, he's killing her at the same time. I can't stop thinking about it...

Edit at 10:53 pm

I need to get the hell out of here. Only two more weeks left. The estrogen is pissing me off. Girls suck...

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November 28th, 2005 at 8:52pm]
[ mood | hopeful ]

So I found out that Donald might be staying in Maryland next summer=) This makes me really happy.

On a slightly bad note, I got a "C" on my Spanish test=( I didn't really study for it, though so I was expecting that grade or something worse. I'm not sure how badly this will affect my overall grade in the class, but I've done pretty decent on everything else.

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Turkey Day [Sunday
November 27th, 2005 at 9:51pm]
[ mood | awake ]

Thanksgiving holiday was good this year. I have so much to be thankful for and I'm pretty happy right now. Donald arrived on Tuesday night around 9:15=) I'm happy with him... so so happy=) On Wendsday we chilled for most of the morning and afternoon, then I went to work from 3:30-10:00. It wasn't too bad. Donald saw his first snow, but he wasn't too impressed lol. I had to drive through it after work. I was kind of uncomfortable with it at first, but I survived. Turkey Day was awesome. Jon, Ms. Graff, and Jon's new girlfriend came over. I love my family. They're so fun to be around and talk to. Black Friday wasn't too horrendous. I worked from 8-4:30 in the Intimates/Accessories/Sleepware section. I didn't have to work the cash register! So happy about that. Donald came over to work a few times. He threw his glove at my head=p After work we went to have dinner and see "Rent." I liked it. I have not seen it on Broadway, but I'd like to one day. I saw some other movies with him: "The 40 Year Old Virgin," which surprisingly wasn't as raunchy or bad as I expected it would be, "The Family Guy Movie," and "Second Hand Lions," which made me cry lol. On Sunday night Don and I went to Jill's house for our second Thanksgiving dinner. I felt so out of place because everyone was dressed nicely and we came in jeans and t-shirts. No one said anything, which was good. I only really talked to Casey 'cause she was the only person I knew. Today I packed to go home. I cried a little, but not as much as usual because I get to see Don over Winter Break=D So excited/happy=)

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November 12th, 2005 at 5:00pm]
[ mood | relaxed ]

Yesterday was a pretty fun day for me. I woke up around 10 because we didn't have classes ^__^ I hung out with Stephanie and painted with watercolors in her room for a bit. I left my so-called art work in her room, so I need to pick that up. We chilled in Aveva's and Junior's room for a bit. Rachel came by and I never really talked with them, but I like them=) They're funny. They left at 4 for the All-American Rejects show. Steph and I were gonna leave with them, but we chickened out because we didn't feel like waiting in line for an hour and a half outside=p We missed the first opening band, but that's okay. Steph's cousin was there (so random) and we met up and talked with her and her friends. They're freshman or sophomores in high school. Rooney played, but I didn't care for them too much. Their music was so bad and laughable. I felt embarrassed for them=/ AAR were really fun to watch. The lead singer's gorgeous and I could actually see from where I was standing.

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It's complicated [Sunday
November 6th, 2005 at 10:56am]
[ mood | contemplative ]

The question that has been running through my mind all weekend: Am I good enough?

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October 30th, 2005 at 5:08pm]
[ mood | aggravated ]

I need to get away.

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Hide and Seek [Friday
October 28th, 2005 at 12:01am]
[ mood | calm ]

Where are we?
What the hell is going on?
The dust has only just began to form
Crop circles in the carpet
Sinking, feeling
Spin me around again
And rub my eyes
This can't be happening
When busy streets
Amess with people
Would stop to hold
Their heads heavy
Hide and seek
Trains and sewing machines
All those years
They were here first
Oily marks appear on walls
Where pleasure moments hung before
The takeover
The sweeping insensitivity of this still life
Hide and Seek
Trains and sewing machines (you won't catch me around here)
Blood and Tears
They were here first
Hmm, what'd you say, mmm, that you only meant well?
Well, of course you did.
Hmm, what'd you say? mmm, that it's all for the best?
Of course it is.
Hmm, what'd you say? mmm, that it's just what we need
You decided this?
Hmm, what'd you say, mmm, what did she say?
Ransom notes keep falling out your mouth
Mid-sweet talk, newspaper word cut-outs
Speak no feeling, no I don't believe you
You don't care a bit, you don't care a bit
(Hide and Seek)
Ransom notes keep falling out your mouth
Mid-sweet talk, newspaper word cut-outs
(Hide and Seek)[carries on through rest of song]
Speak no feeling, I don't believe you
You don't care a bit, you don't care a, you don't care a bit
Oh no, You don't care a bit
Oh no, You don't care a bit
Oh no, You don't care a bit
You don't care a bit
You don't care a bit

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October 23rd, 2005 at 2:48pm]
[ mood | moody ]

I get randomly bitchy and mean towards people I love=( I'm not really sure why I do it, but I have a theory: I think it's because I know they will love me even when I do snap. They may not necessarily like me at the moment, but I know (or think I know) they still love me. Afterwards, I feel wicked horrible and end up apologizing for my actions. I've been forgiven so far, but I think it's taking its toll=(

..... or maybe I'm being hormonal ^__^

On a brighter note, Family Weekend is over and I'm a little sad. It was so good to see my family. Liz is so fun to hang around with and eat dinner with. She's just so entertaining and random. Yesterday we went to Fanuiel Hall to do some shopping=p We met up with Adam for lunch and it was good to hear from him. Ian and Jean couldn't make it, which was sort of disappointing, but at least we got to see Adam. I only saw Trevor once because he was at UMass talking to the swim coach for the weekend. So far it's been positive=) It'd be cool if my brother went to UMass for swimming. Last night, the family went to President Cheever's house. (I'm not quite sure why we were invited, but they had these really good chicken thingies ^__^) Then for dinner we went to Magiato's and ate a lot. I have leftovers in my fridge in case anyone wants food=) This morning we got up and went over to Copley for the Family Weekend Brunch. I saw Abby and her mom, so we ate with them. The family left about two hours ago. I get to see them over Thanksgiving=)

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October 14th, 2005 at 11:50am]
[ mood | sleepy ]

Weee. I'm going home for Thanksgiving=)

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October 12th, 2005 at 9:46pm]
[ mood | sympathetic ]

Happy is a yuppie word. Blessed is the man who's lost it all.

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October 5th, 2005 at 3:18pm]
[ mood | calm ]

Stephanie and I went to the Orpheum to buy tickets for Hanson and Averi. Rock on, man, rock on \m/

Hanson: November 4th
Averi: November 12th

I am such a dork=p

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September 24th, 2005 at 10:31am]
[ mood | awake ]

Last night I went to Real Life with the Simmons College Christian Fellowship group. I met up with Bri in Bartol around 5:45 and met some really cool girls (Erin, Claire, Amy, Ashley, and a bunch of other people, but I forget their names). The program was held at Harvard and I sang along to some of the songs. Granted, the girl that was singing made me want to laugh out loud. I don't know, but she had more of a "pop star" vibe, which isn't necessarily a bad thing, but I just found her amusing. A man named Marty Brown talked about Luke 1-24, the prodigal son, and I actually got a lot out of it. god/Jesus lets us choose if we want to be loved. I still have my doubts and I'm not going to say I don't believe or believe in a god, but if Jesus did exist he was a cool guy. Jesus would party=p Afterwards we hung out and met some folks from MIT, BU, Emerson, and Wheelock. It felt good to get out of the dorms and explore the city. We went to the Garage in Harvard Square and had coffee and told embarrassing period stories. This is what happens at an all-girls school lol. I think I'm gonna go to Real Life again=)

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September 11th, 2005 at 12:57am]
[ mood | cold ]

Tonight is the first night I've actually eaten something that wasn't bread or salad. Yay for leftover California Pizza=)

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I love him [Sunday
September 4th, 2005 at 11:33pm]
[ mood | anxious ]

I'm back at Simmons. It's been awhile. These past three weeks have been a whirlwind and have gone by way too quickly. For now I'll just say I miss Donald very much 'cause I spent two weeks with him. I'll put some pictures up when I get the chance.

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August 12th, 2005 at 8:01pm]
[ mood | amused ]

I love the bumper stickers and pins here. Two of my favorites are "Jesus wasn't white," and "Jesus called. He wants his religion back."


Oh Jesus, what won't you do?

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Bored [Tuesday
August 9th, 2005 at 10:46pm]
[ mood | bored ]

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August 7th, 2005 at 11:15pm]
[ mood | bored ]

I am reading Shoot the Moon by Billie Letts, author of Where the Heart Is. I like this book so far. It's a fast read. I couldn't get through Silk, so does anyone have any suggestions on what books I might like?

Also, I will be heading up to Nantucket on the 13th and coming back on the 21st. I wanna see my buddies on the Cape=D

Donald: youre a blessing:-) <--- I'm smiling=)

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August 1st, 2005 at 10:05pm]
[ mood | amused ]


10- You vigorously deny the existence of thousands of gods claimed by other
religions, but feel outraged when someone denies the existence of your god.

9- You feel insulted and "dehumanized" when scientists say that people evolved
from lesser life forms, but you have no problem with the Biblical claim that we
were created from dirt.

8- You laugh at polytheists, but you have no problem believing in a Trinity god.

7- Your face turns purple when you hear of the "atrocities" attributed to Allah,
but you don't even flinch when hearing about how God/Jehovah slaughtered all
the babies of Egypt in "Exodus" and ordered the elimination of entire ethnic
groups in "Joshua" -- including women, children, and trees!

6- You laugh at Hindu beliefs that deify humans, and Greek claims about gods
sleeping with women, but you have no problem believing that the Holy Spirit
impregnated Mary, who then gave birth to a man-god who got killed, came back to
life and then ascended into the sky.

5- You are willing to spend your life looking for little loop-holes in the
scientifically established age of the Earth (4.55 billion years), but you find
nothing wrong with believing dates recorded by pre-historic tribesmen sitting
in their tents and guessing that the Earth is a couple of generations old.

4- You believe that the entire population of this planet with the exception of
those who share your beliefs -- though excluding those in all rival sects --
will spend Eternity in an infinite Hell of Suffering. And yet you consider your
religion the most "tolerant" and "loving".

3- While modern science, history, geology, biology, and physics have failed to
convince you otherwise, some idiot rolling around on the floor speaking in
"tongues" may be all the evidence you need to prove Christianity.

2- You define 0.01% as a "high success rate" when it comes to answered prayers.
You consider that to be evidence that prayer works. And you think that the
remaining 99.99% FAILURE was simply the will of God.

1- You actually know a lot less than many Atheists and Agnostics do about the
Bible, Christianity, and church history -- but still call yourself a Christian

*I thank Stephanie for sending this to me.
**Disclaimer: I know the list doesn't apply to all Christians, but it's still too damn funny

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.

In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored.

You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic.

Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as something you can get or discard anytime. You're feeling self centered.

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